“There” she said, as
she put the last fuse into place.
“And now?”
“Now we wait ‘til
morning.” She walked out from under the bridge, and brushed the mud off her
legs in the moonlight. There were a couple of leeches, slimy and dark on her
calves, and she pulled those off, coolly. He admired her composure.
“Here,” he said, and
pulled a last one off, which had inched up her leg and fastened itself to the
hot place behind her knee. He ran his hand down her calf.
“Is that all of
them?” She wiped her hands on her trouser legs and rolled them down. She leaned
on the covert, hands in her pockets and slouched like a youth.
She might have been
with an entirely different person, for not only did she look radically
different, but she acted that way as well. It was as if men’s clothing gave her
a freedom that women’s weeds didn’t. She was as exuberant as a young boy. Not
only had the contours of her body changed, but those of her face. With her hair
pulled back in a severe braid under her collar, her cheekbones were accentuated,
and her jaw was square. Her eyes had a metallic glint. She looked like Val’s
twin brother.
“What shall we do to
pass the time?” she said playfully. “What do men do in regiments?”
“Smoke…”
“That’s out of the
question.” She indicated the explosive network above them, the small powder
kegs strapped to the boards of the underside of the bridge.
“…Drink…”
“Maybe later.”
“Well, that leaves
bragging about the women we’ve had.”
She laughed.
“You first. And what
women have you had… what should I call you?”
“George.”
“What women have you
had, George?”
“I’m a gentleman,
I’d rather not say.” Her voice was merry and musical. “ What about you? Whom
would you brag about?”
He looked at her and
didn’t answer. There was a pause and they looked down.
“You look like one
of those Shakespearean heroines,” he said softly.
“I do?” she said,
pleased. “I thought of becoming an actress, once.”
“Your family did not
approve?”
“Well, not exactly.
It’s not what respectable Southern ladies do.” She stopped and thought about
it. “I think my father would have
allowed me to pursue it. I would have, too…” here she stooped and picked up a
flat stone “…but for the lack of good ladies’ roles. Most plays that are
written today have women as wives and mothers of the hero.” She skimmed the stone
across the water; they could see the flashes of light where it skipped three
times.
“You’d like to be
the hero.”
She crossed to the
bank and sat next to him. “Shakespeare is the exception. I do love him. Do I
look like Viola in Twelfth Night?” He nodded. She turned her face up to
the quarter moon and spoke in a low voice, and he could see her as if in a dark
blue spotlight.
“My father had a daughter loved a man
As
it might be perhaps, were I a woman
I should your lordship . . .
. . . .She never told her love
But let concealment, like a worm in th’ bud
Feed on her damask cheek. She pined in
thought,
And, with a green and yellow melancholy,
She sat like Patience on a monument
Smiling at grief. Was this not love indeed?
We men may say more, swear more; but indeed
Our shows are more than will. . .”
He had inched
towards her and now sat close to her in the darkness, close enough for her to
feel his heat.
“. . .
For still we prove
Much in our vows but little in our love.”
“Let me prove it,”
he said, low and husky. She turned her face to his, out of the light of the
moon, into shadow.
“Don’t. Let us have
this night as comrades, as equals. Let us see this through.”
They sat with their
faces close together, on the precipice of desire, the magnetism of it pulling
them together.
“Well, then, George,
how about that drink?”
“Good by me!” She
straightened up, squared her shoulders and shook herself, as if shaking off the
spell.
He passed her the
jigger, and watched her drink, while he downed his directly from his silver
flask. Soon she lay down on the bank, and went directly to sleep. The opiate he
had slipped her would make her slumber for hours.
He listened to the
sounds of the night creatures. The crickets, the banjo-like bellow of the
frogs, the hoots of the owls on the hunt, from tree to tree. A damp chill had
descended into the hollow. After several minutes, he curled against her to keep
warm, and she did not stir. Her breath was low and steady. She smelled of horse
sweat and damp wool and underneath the faintest trace of her womanliness. He
savored that, and basked in the feel of her warmth.
Toward dawn she
stirred a little, and made a sweet noise against him. He disengaged from her
gently. She was smiling in her sleep, her masculine face the most beautiful and
serene he had ever seen it. He said, “Goodbye, Glorie,” and kissed her on the
lips as she dreamed.